18. At the End of Memory

She called his name desperately, but what came back was his low, husky laugh.

Was it because she called his name? Mu-yeol approached her, his eyes full of affection, and kissed her lips deeply. The warm sensation touched her lips, and soon his hot tongue came over.

Inside her, his fingers naturally swam, while inside her mouth, his tongue roamed. He swept her even teeth and licked her soft mucous membrane, then wrapped around her tongue. Gasping for breath, Eun-jae wrapped her arms around his neck.

Then Mu-yeol tilted his head a bit more and swallowed her lips entirely. Like sucking on a delicious candy, he sucked her lower lip, then briefly lifted his head.

Eun-jae pushed up her eyelids.

Meeting his raw, unrefined gaze, a heart-stopping illusion struck. Her heart raced wildly just from meeting his eyes. Eun-jae placed her hand on his cheek.

At that moment, the fingers inserted below slipped out suddenly, leaving a void that made her lower body twitch.

“Ah… Why.”

Startled by his sudden action, Eun-jae's black eyes shook uncontrollably. His sight of sucking the thoroughly wet fingers was so lewd that words couldn't describe it.

“Go Eun-jae thought I only knew how to kiss her lips.”

“…Ha, d-don't say that.”

With a face that seemed like she might cry if she said a little more, Eun-jae covered his lips with her hand, her mind blank. The way she reacted so cutely made him want to tease her more.

Mu-yeol's eyes curved beautifully. He lightly grabbed her wrist that was covering his mouth, then put her index finger into his mouth.

“Ah…”

The finger disappeared into his mouth in an instant. Because he gently sucked on her still stiff and painful finger, her breathing became messy again. Mu-yeol slowly sucked her index finger while looking into her eyes.

A strange sensation different from when kissing and pleasuring. Along with an unknown emotion flickering, her eyes became moist. In a sense like comforting an injured place, tears eventually trickled down her temple. After removing the oily fingers from his mouth with a “chup” sound, he gently wrapped his hand around it and gave a faint smile.

“You might cry a little more later. Stop crying.”

At his words, Eun-jae's eyes shook even more anxiously. Like a frightened puppy. Seeing her crying, he smiled strangely today. After carefully lowering her hand, he moved his hand down. Touching the soft inner thigh, he approached and whispered lowly.

“I want to put it in right now. If you want to cry less, there's no choice.”

At that moment, Eun-jae didn't know what he was saying. Blinking her eyes, she was trying to guess the meaning of his words. He lowered down and grabbed her legs without hesitation, spreading them, and settled below.

“Mu-yeol… ah!”

Without time to call out, Mu-yeol buried his face in her private area. With his warm breath, his soft lips touched the sensitive spot, making her breath choke. His lips and tongue touched her thoroughly wet private area in turn, and after a while, his tongue inserted into her vagina.

“……”

Was it too much shock? No moan came out. Just her lips parted and frozen. Trying to move her legs or twist her waist was useless. Because he stimulated her inside by curling his tongue, Eun-jae quickly reached climax. To the point where her whole body felt like it was burning with orgasm. Her mind became hazy. Eun-jae gripped the sheets and exhaled hot breath.

Because he spread her legs wider, her lower body opened more.

“Ha-euk!!”

Because he licked from below intensely, Eun-jae eventually spilled a hoarse moan. She couldn't lower her gaze. If she opened her eyes, his silhouette burying his face below came into view. And she didn't have the courage to look. The sensation of his high nose bridge pressing between her private parts, and the sucking sensation below, were too clear.

How long had passed? When she was dazed from frequent climaxes, he lifted his head and came up. Wiping the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, he smiled faintly and wrapped her legs firmly in his arms.

Her legs were spread again by his hands. With tension, her face hardened. As if to tell her not to tense, Mu-yeol approached and kissed her lips deeply. Eun-jae entrusted her body to him and closed her eyes.

“Are you okay?”

Unlike his polite voice and neat question, the below was not doing well at all. It was too painful, and she felt like she might go crazy from the pain. How could she be okay? His large thing was almost fully inserted below. Still, Eun-jae nodded saying it was okay. It was okay. Because the other party was Cha Mu-yeol.

“Hah.”

He sighed and ran his hand roughly through his hair. Then he looked down at the junction. His thick pillar was fittingly described as inserted into her private area. The tightly stretched vaginal opening was visibly trembling like it was convulsing. It had been loosened after all.

Insertion had been difficult from the start. Because his glans was large, it was not easy to insert into her narrow below. After placing the thick tip at the entrance, he barely pushed it in with a grunt, half inserted. Then ignoring her sobbing, he pushed the remaining half in.

With such intense pressure, his brows furrowed involuntarily. He was having a hard time too, but Eun-jae was the same. Her below, hot and boiling, was wrapping around the entire pillar.

Breathing deeply once more, Mu-yeol looked at her who couldn't move from below and opened his mouth.

“Sorry, just bear with it a little.”

It was impossible to just end it like this. After saying that, Mu-yeol slowly moved his hips.

“Huk.”

The sensation of the thing that had been tightly filling below suddenly slipping out was clear. With a chillingly clear sensation, Eun-jae's body trembled. After a short time, the thick thing pushed in again. Her vision blurred. Even touching it caused significant pain.

Whether this pain would improve was doubtful, as it didn't seem to get used to at all.

This moment was like a dream. She had never imagined lying with Cha Mu-yeol on the bed. She hadn't even thought of it. Thinking about it made her embarrassed and ashamed, but without time to think, tears streamed down from the indescribable pain that felt like her lower body was breaking.

He told her to bear with it a little, then his speed gradually increased.

Thud, thud, thud. Because his pelvis hit making her body shake up and down, Eun-jae panted for breath.

“Huu-euk. Ah, u-euk.”

The bed shook endlessly. Trapped in his arms, Eun-jae swallowed her moans helplessly.

She had never cried in front of anyone in her life. Already, she couldn't count how many times it was in front of Mu-yeol. But one thing was clear. The emotion was different from the ones she had cried before.

Her heart was hot, emotions flickering. Moreover, this strange feeling that came over her body several times was probably orgasm. Even though she had never experienced it, she couldn't not know. Her head bent with an erotic feeling floating above the bed. Tears burst from her eyes at the surging climax.

“Today, I'll make you forget everything.”

She finally understood the meaning of what he said a little earlier. She had guessed the meaning, but she didn't know it would be to this extent. Her vision turned white, and her mind was emptied white. Only his hands, his waist movements. All her nerves were focused.

Maybe it was better this way. She could focus on instinct rather than reason.

“Please.”

“Huu.”

His thick breath scattered over her face. Mu-yeol lowered his upper body and swallowed her lips. Swallowing her cute and lewd moans, he wrapped her tongue. The sobbing also disappeared into his mouth. Her hands gripping his shoulders tightened.

Every time she reached climax, her vaginal walls contracted tightly. Barely holding back the surging ejaculation that felt like it would burst, Mu-yeol moved his hips faster. When he inserted to the root, Eun-jae shook her head violently saying she couldn't. While pouring saliva into her mouth, he increased his speed.

“Hup, huk! Ah…”

Mu-yeol grabbed her shoulders and pushed her to the limit by making her cry that she couldn't. At the moment he pulled her dry body tightly, Eun-jae's head completely bent.

“Ha. Mu-yeol.”

Unable to hold on any longer, Eun-jae urgently called him. In Eun-jae's voice calling desperately, Mu-yeol's lips curved nicely. Eun-jae barely pushed up her eyelids. Her blurry vision gradually became clearer, and she met Mu-yeol looking down at her. Meeting his raw, unrefined gaze caused pain like squeezing her heart.

“Huk. Too much, I can't anymore.”

Without saying anything, Eun-jae shook her head. Diving deeper into her pitifully trembling embrace, Mu-yeol wrapped her slender legs around his arms.

“H, can't. Stop!”

With his thing coming in deeper, a thrill ran through her whole body. Every time she reached climax, her below became wet embarrassingly, but she didn't have the luxury to care about that.

She wanted it to end soon. Her vision turned white. Hot heat filled her lower abdomen, and Eun-jae trembled. Her breath choked, and her fingertips tingled.

“Ha.”

Mu-yeol exhaled rough breath and brushed his hair back. Then he lightly sucked her sobbing lips. How could it be so simple. The more he kissed, the more thirst arose. Mu-yeol opened his mouth wide and swallowed her red lips entirely.

“Hup.”

A moan squeezed out from the locked lips.

Her heart, scorched black, locked away so no one could enter. She kept crumbling helplessly to the one who kept approaching and knocking.

She didn't want this night to end. Closing her eyes tightly, she entrusted her body to him as the climax pushed from the tips of her toes again.